Regret just won't stop haunting me.

Honestly, Im trying to be honest, to stay true

being a friend.

If I ever did something wrong, I would seek reconciliation,

because you were so important to me. 

People would often ask me what Im thinking.

I always wanted to say, but still have to mask myself.

"Im thinking of Derek Wai." thats what in my mind. 

Aside from being Gay enough to say this, (not actual homo) 

The rest of the reasons all go to my heart for friendship. 

You were the best. Definitely. 

I won't get another one, I will not.