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Sunday, October 31, 2010, 2:10 AM
你的喜悦
我很讨厌看到, 你破碎的笑容, 突然,天不再亮,什么都消失。 我很想把时间毁灭, 再不需要等待希望,等待明天,等待所有的结束。 是不是爱的境界太过高, 我让你等到心都枯干了, 都是我的错,我的错。 是不是爱的境界太过高, 我让你等到心都枯干了, 都是我的错,请你告诉我。 你还要我的什么,我的什么, 我才可以看见你再对我微笑, 你快乐就好。 我还能给你什么,给你什么, 去找回你那从前的微笑, 我只想要你的喜悦。 是不是爱的境界太过高, 我让你等到心都枯干了, 都是我的错,我的错。 是不是爱的境界太过高, 我让你等到心都枯干了, 都是我的错,我的错。 是不是爱的境界太过高, 我让你等到心都枯干了, 都是我的错,我的错。 可不可以不要放弃爱, 因为我只想, 你的喜悦 你的喜悦 你的喜悦 你的喜悦 你的。 Friday, October 29, 2010, 3:39 AM
为什么?
我有听到的。 为什么不问? Thursday, October 28, 2010, 2:37 AM
每个人不一样,可是也有一样
Yea, I know, who am I to keep holding on. But when I listened to my heart, I cant think of anything else. It's by faith. That broken smile. I hate it. Me or everyone's. Hang in there okay? Abba Father is doing something, I know He is. Everyone has a different journey, But I am in yours now, I will do everything I can to go through with you, even though it may be subtle, But I really mean it. Cross my heart. =) Wednesday, October 27, 2010, 3:29 AM
What happened?
我真的不知道。 是误会吗? 我不明白。 如果我真的是个大骗子, 请把我的面具毁掉。 如果我这么有心机, 请告诉我, 我要得到什么? 如果我不爱你, 我就不是杨建城了。 如果是我的错,告诉我, 我错在哪里, 我想改。 Tuesday, October 26, 2010, 3:21 AM
Parallel Love
我都还是会一样的。 要是你选择离开, 我一定会尽完全力挽回你。 If you ask me, God love me more or my parents love me more? I couldnt answer it at all. How can I ever compare both of them. When they love me this much. It's a disgrace. If you ask me, Is he important than your responsibility? I would say, He is my responsibility, and they are both important. Say all you want, Im trying hard to best both. And I believe love will make a way. 我知道要挽回是要付上代价的, 我明白,我肯,我已经决定, 我已经下定决心。 也许很多人会觉得我很幸福, 可是我要说,要这样子幸福, 是经过很多年的努力。 不简单,不容易。 Saturday, October 23, 2010, 4:27 AM
Strong Love
Is there anything else stronger than love? I once believed in my own takes of love. It couldn't work, it's not that I gave up. It's not that Im immature. It's just that it wasn't love. Now, I follow. I believe many of us cherish it. Our family and friends. Because love is all there. Yes, at some point. We will lose ourselves. But love will guide you back. If we really follow it. It takes time, and unless we've stop trusting ourselves, we will just stuck at ourselves. It'll be a journey, it will definitely break your heart, to a point that cry could not sate it. Til there is nothing left. Then, til then. We will know =) Friday, October 22, 2010, 3:04 AM
Relived
I was reborned this way. 杨建城 I received my missions and purpose. It has also become my dream. For once I felt so desperate that I had to work hard until I reach it. Dont get it wrong now, I did fight for it, But it wasn't as important as what I want to do now. I wasn't ready for my dream yet. Im not missing something, I just wanted to cherish what I have now. Bonds just get stronger after each breakthrough. =) Wednesday, October 20, 2010, 2:50 AM
站在这里等
因为除了我还有他站在这里等, 也不只是他想要的,也是我想要的, 我需要等的人有很多很多, 所以已经肯定是等一辈子了的。 我一辈子都不会出息, 但我会想要有很多的朋友陪着我, 一起老, 会有一般跟我有一样的梦想去接触人。 做到死为止,这样子应该就不会浪费生命了。 对,也许你们都会说我根本不能了解 你们的痛是怎样的,但我一定会尽我的能力去了解。 手牵手,一起走=) Monday, October 18, 2010, 12:20 AM
Extreme
I met new peoples. These people pour out their heart out the minute they talk to you. Im just so far, from what they had achieved. Their heart, you can truly see it clearly. With no doubts, the happiest thing that had happened to me was that I am able to bring my best friend to Christ. But I want both of us to grow old with Christ. ( Inspired by Kelvin ) Til we meet Him. There is only but one God that loves people. That's because He has made us. We are His creation, He'll never abandon us. It's also because He said He loves us. He has to do it =D "To have faith is to have purpose, and purpose in life is what defines a man, and makes him steadfast and resolute. Faith keeps him true and, even in the darkest hours, illuminates him like a candle flame. Faith guides him surely, from birth to the grave. It shows him the path, and prevents him from straying into the lightless thickets where insanity awaits. To lose faith is to lose purpose, and to be berefit of guidance. For a man without faith will no longer be true, and a mind without purpose will walk in dark places." -quoted I know this still applies, but let this faith be God, Who'll forever be by our side. Saturday, October 16, 2010, 3:44 AM
说什么都不是
到今天为止,我仍然相信着你。 你知道吗?我真的很想告诉你, 不要放弃好不好? 我们都还没有走到最后。 无论如何,我都不会放弃的。 是,也许我真的的不配, 可是当我说我爱的时候, 我什么都不在乎了。 That vow wasn't a make up, This is not a game. I gave it all. Thursday, October 14, 2010, 1:27 AM
后果
要怪就怪我,杨建城。 Tuesday, October 12, 2010, 1:47 AM
对不起
有时候我没有想到你们的立场是什么 我会继续努力去了解。 我只想说我真的是尽了我的心 我不想去用我的脑去理解 我不想用什么手段 从不懂几时开始 就只有依靠,没有手段 我也有歇斯底里的时候 我不是笨的人 不管怎样我都接受 我还是说声对不起。 Monday, October 11, 2010, 5:03 AM
谢谢
朋友为了我做了好多事情。 (我没有分次序来谢谢) 余光骏,他为了要帮我,也许跟那个人连朋友都没有得做了。 也谢谢他的祷告与安慰,我深受感激。 郑依雯,她,哇,真的是听了我许多的东西, 我都会一一告诉她,让她来讲我,谢谢她的祷告, 然后还为我做了中间人。(一直出来=D ) Cristin 郑,你知道做么我会要谢谢你的啦=D 康添伦,我讲要买手机,他真的去找给我哦, 我这个大老板,真的是不懂要什么手机。最后, 他真的是做我的好朋友做到底,他真的明白, 其实好朋友就是好朋友。我很高兴。他也体谅 我一直待在KL没有回去,有时我忙没有联络他, 他也能体谅,谢谢! 邓丽萍,她有时间,她都会来关心我,非常主动, 不愧是我的老婆啊...... =D 她也体谅我为什么没有回去Segamat陪她, 谢谢。 我中学的那班朋友们,马来人新年你们叫我回去, 我都没有回去,真的不应该,谢谢你们体谅我。 杨美缘,很多事情我都会告诉她,她都愿意为我分担, 非常地照顾我。她生日对我讲的那些话我会永远记住。 谢谢她=) 还有教会的许多许多领袖们,让我看见,哇, 这个真的是个大家庭, 就是我的一个Request,你们这么地在乎, 为我祷告,谢谢。 , 1:56 AM
Untitled
当我自己什么都看不到的时候, 我自己都不敢乱猜。 我不是,我掩饰什么? "我们是好朋友" 着句话不能够解释? 是我误会了? 我的情绪?从哪里来的? 又是为了谁? 我是不会放弃的。 Saturday, October 9, 2010, 2:07 PM
杨建城
我也不会再高兴了。 我要的不是更好的。 我要的不是完美。 你看过我高兴吗? 就只有在我说我高兴的时候, 是我高兴的时候。 Thursday, October 7, 2010, 3:39 AM
Breathless
Just little leak, I couldn't hide. I knew it. How shameful am I to cry in front of someone who doesn't know me much. How sorry am I that she has to bear my pray. The next morning was even worst. Everyone was replying, It's like Im the center of the whole universe. And how much have I asked, really, from the bottom of my heart, I thank you all. I will definitely return this favor. One day, I'll say. Right, breathless. I mean I don't give up. Everytime I fail, everytime I cry, I remember, And it hurts just great everytime. But, I wouldn't dare to give up. RAWR! 上帝那么爱我,我哪可能放弃? =D Friday, October 1, 2010, 1:31 AM
Numbed
Listening to dozen of songs I can only understand what the song meant But it's tasteless. Inspecular of what I am now. You wouldn't see what I am eager at. And I kept doing the same thing everyday, just to keep myself sane. Sane, just to fake my smile. I hate myself so much. Standing on the balcony, makes me feel like suiciding. On second thought, lets finish what I've started. No doubts, I still believe. I told him. This kind of seclusion never happened. I kept thinking the same thing, looking at the same sms, to look for answer,but no, just only you, would cease my heart. Because it's you. I will go to that extend. Just say it. I need. |
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