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Wednesday, June 30, 2010, 12:06 PM
Baba & Mama
I always believe that I had the most beautiful parents in the whole wide world. Their doings were always for the sake of me, even though sometimes it doesn't make sense. Their every word is so important to me, I may be subtle, but it will definitely make sense in the end. Baba, Yea, he speaks the "truth" alright. Sometimes its funny @_@. In the past he would take some of his time to warn me about reality. I even forced him to tell me the stories of our ancestor. There is so much to learn from him, now that I understand. Nevertheless, he kept some secrets from all of us. We were never the first to know all those thing. If he would just sit down and talk to us. That would be Love too. It's really not necessary he do all of it by himself. Isn't it? Mama, Oh, she is just so beautiful with the moonlight covering her. All those little things she cared about for me is just way beyond I can imagine. She would stay all night worrying about me and everyone. She always said that she would not die in peace if I kept fighting with my brother. Haha, cute isn't it? She always laugh out loud when I talk nonsense about her and her husband. And then some jokes each day of the form 4 and 5. I really do know about her a lot. Bless all the parents in the world. I salute your sacrifice. ( Note : I will post the song I made for them soon, be sure to check it out !) Tuesday, June 29, 2010, 1:38 AM
Shelter
Theres always a Shelter for everyone of us. It's always around you. Just so you didn't realize. I was in that shelter for the pass 5 years. Amazing how I walk into this Shelter. Life was never the same again. So much I've grown. Family and Friends were changed. Prayers were answered. 你还看不见他,所以以后你才能看见。 你还感受不到那无止尽的爱,所以你以后才会感受到。 你还不能放下自己,因为以后你会要舍弃。 舍弃,是舍弃你的欲望。 现在你还不明白,因为你以后一定会明白=D Sunday, June 27, 2010, 10:11 PM
Priority
是我们被爱情冲昏了头,傻了还是什么? 到底我们想要什么? 为什么要无理地懊恼? 家人呢?要爱家人就得知道自己的责任。 家人就是摆在我们面前的爱情。 为什么不能够像爱情一样地爱? 根本那简单的的要求都没有。 以后怎么办? 不要跟我讲试试看。 试了以后什么东西都不一样的。 后果很重。永远不再一样了的。 打开眼睛,明白了先。 Friday, June 25, 2010, 11:30 PM
Change Your World
Most of us always thought we've sacrificed alot. But the truth is no lor. We are just so blessed that all the things we have blinds us. Take a real look at our country? Issit really that prosper? We are so selfish that we only care about ourselves. And its only ourselves that matter. What are we? Rubbish isnt it? Yea, we all have family. But there are just too many of them that don't have. We can't just worry about ourselves right? It's just not right. Haiz, i got nothing else to say. You just have to realize it yourself. Change Your World is truly amazing. Please do come. Im serious =D Sunday, June 20, 2010, 2:47 PM
Under One Roof
And before the preaching started. Bee Sean shared about giving. she said this : " If you give more on games, you will get addicted, if you give more on food, you'll get fat. So why don't you invest on God ? Think about it, its for your own good. " Yeap , it sounded like its some kind of trick to get more offerings. But to understand " How To Give" , you start from here. =) [ And to understand the" Give " itself, you need to give more ] ok lets get to the message. Well, he went off with the statistic of divorce rate in the 3rd world country. Its like among 2 marriages, there will be 1 that ends up divorcing. Scary huh ? Well this happened to be the younger generation, not our grandpa or grandma though. Then, pastor talk about some funny thing about the divorce rate that boost global warming. And there was this family from an alien's view. ( lol...... ) The ending was he encourages us to invite God into our family. Then follow by prayers. Faith Yeo came and took my hand, because the same thought came to us that we do need God in our family. Our father has not been wanting to talk to both of us or even my older sister. Every time that we put ourself into conversation with him, he would tried to ignore. We really don't know how to get close to him anymore. We respect him as our father no matter what he doesn't understand about us, we may have angered him in the past but now, we would try anything possible to show our love for him to him. Thats us, Cann ad Faith. After the prayer, I hugged Faith and whispered in her ears " 我们一起努力" 。 Saturday, June 19, 2010, 12:55 AM
Reborn
We will hold on to each other for this God. God will intrude your life and take care of everything. And listen carefully that today on you are children of God, sons of God. He will never leave you. RELY ON HIM !!!! And ask me everything !!!! Thursday, June 17, 2010, 11:57 PM
All Love
我现在就讲。 对,我是基督徒。 很多事情我做的都是为了上帝。 但爱这个东西,你还以为那么简单吗? 上帝有命令我们爱人。 可是如果真的按着那个命令去爱人。 那个是爱吗?我们不等于做工? 最终上帝教的还是, 我们自己要愿意去爱人。 就要有我们拿自己的心去爱人。 那才叫做爱啊。 真心啊,我们的真心。 我不能这样讲你就能够明白。 不能..... 你要自己去体会。 我用了两三年的时间才明白。 是一段很艰辛的路啊。 这就是我们要付出的。 爱不止是这样,所以才是爱。 还有更多的。=) Tuesday, June 15, 2010, 6:21 PM
守护者
写到很好。意思超乎一个人所能够解释,要两个人。 歌词: 请当我的守护者 把我抱着 , 1:39 AM
Kampung 人
我想听听她的方向是怎样的。 她很厉害,Form 3 就有了爱的自觉。 明白了爱情不是暂时的。 她说因为看见爸爸妈妈这样子。 所以她不想这样子。 她要努力赚钱,把妈妈带回来。 同时间孝顺爸爸,还有她整家人。 这种女孩,你说,经历的有多少? 她的梦想是有天她要找那些没有爸爸妈妈的孩子 然后做他们的妈妈用她有的爱去爱他们。 果断,因为那么多男生追她, 她都没有拖拖拉拉。 她明白她要的是什么。 她明白她要完成的是什么。 不应该有的,就不要。 没有结果的,就更该放手。 我佩服。 我自己真的要向她学习。 Monday, June 14, 2010, 7:50 PM
This Is What I Believe
, 12:44 AM
是这样的咯?
其他人能够躲藏那么多。 却有人继续相信。 我,却忙着帮人躲藏。 却没有人相信。 是这样的吗? 那我是不是要开始骗人? 才有人相信? 我假?何为?我又没有喜欢人。 我又没有要害人。 我也没有要什么好处。 你说。 Saturday, June 12, 2010, 10:57 AM
Faith of its Purity
For me , its Love and Faith. That conquers all. 我不在乎其他东西了的,如果是相信与爱。 所谓的不在乎,是不在乎那些质疑与猜测。 我要我们一起做事情,是因为我知道我不能一个人。 我也相信我们能够互相地依靠。 我管你是不是懂得比我多,那个不是问题。 我管你性格怎样,那根本不用讲。 我不想把朋友建立在那些无谓的猜疑。 我不要这样子。不要再猜疑了。 问清楚。我一定会一个一个地去回答你。 相信我。 , 12:48 AM
Wanna Breakthrough ?
Thursday, June 10, 2010, 7:32 AM
PARANGthrough
Its indeed the first time. It's great to see the resolve finally comes. I felt relieved again when I gotten the warmth. I believe we will PARANGthrough this. Sad no more ! AHOI~ Wednesday, June 9, 2010, 5:25 PM
The Dog with D
hehe , actually I was planning to give it C instead. As a memoir of me. In the end, yeap I gave it D . D and C were the mouth =) and i just found out , with D , That dog would not be sad =D , 4:07 PM
从心出发
美玲一听到就决定了,就 “从心出发,从新开始”吧。 我就跟着这个主题去写这首歌。 (×美玲是当时的营长) 很难,我记得我用了连续不断的三天。 第一个版本,第二个版本。 全部被推翻,姐姐讲还不够好。 还可以更好的。 我就拼了,一直不断地想, 这八个字应该是什么意思。 就一直坐在钢琴那边不断的试。 我还有问芷莹可以怎样写。 (芷莹Grade 8,其中一个营会的重要人物) 最后一个版本,姐姐终于说,“嗯,可以了,看你咯” 我就把这首歌交上,教几个人唱。 我一直都认为其实这首歌根本不好听。 到了营会前天晚上,我姐姐开始教这首歌。 很难啊,全部人都很不合作。 唱呀唱,其实就越来越好听了。 营会过后得到美玲的大赞赏。 甚至还要我写下次的。 哈哈,营会过后的营会都喜欢唱这首歌。 我很高兴,很高兴。 现在我需要知道当初那感觉是怎样了。 怎样从心出发了啊? , 12:29 AM
严重累
思想乱到不行。也是太久没哭了发泄下。 一个,两个,三个,四个,五个,六个, 也许还有的,我不知道。 所以今天真的很想找我姐姐。 让她骂我一下, 没有的话,我会浑身不舒服。 我也是弱的,不想隐藏。 最后,还是决定不能这样下去了。 我会浪费全部人的期望。 浪费我自己的时间。 最后还是得相信。就这样。=D Tuesday, June 8, 2010, 11:23 PM
Resolve
Thursday, June 3, 2010, 11:34 AM
DisCanned
Haul so many things together is insane. Even if I am 10 years stronger. I would still whine about the same. I thought of everything at a point. Resolve, resolve, resolve. Separated yet linked. Then ends only with faith. I grew so much since then. Taller I get, the easier I fall. Contrary huh for someone who is advancing. I need more caption of failures, rather than sound of triumph. Just to fear myself. I still wanna go. Gamble. Cut myself and giveaway. Because this is the way I chose. I just wanna hold love as it holds me. =D Tuesday, June 1, 2010, 9:03 PM
Musician & Dentist
They were talking about Emptiness, it goes like this : Dennis : Actually atom is made up of 99.9% of space. So its actually empty. And we were actually made out of space so we are actually empty. ChengYi : No, that isn't true. We doesn't have the tools to measure what it is inside the emptiness, until someday where we can measure the space, only then we can conclude that we were actually made of space. Dennis : But then again, how can you be sure that there is something in the nothing? ChengYi : People assumed that there is nothing in the nothing, that is because they never did try to dig the nothing. So we cannot say that we are actually made of nothing or we are empty. * Note : This conversation is seductive @_@ I was distracted for a moment and didn't get their ending ! URGH~ They talked about black holes and space travelling too. Truly geeked @_@. |
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