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Wednesday, July 28, 2010, 2:32 AM
Single Room
This is the recap for pastor's preaching last last last last last week i think lol. I think its quite nice if you follow this haha. He said that instead of finding your Mr. Right or Mrs. Right why don't you be one yourself. Eventually, you'll know who is your Mr.Right or Mrs.Right. Once your one =D So..... To be one , look below : 1. Respect Authority 2. Take Responsibility 3. Proven Healthy Relationship 4. Financial Stability 5. Sound Decision Making 6. Servant Heart 7. Committed to Local Church 8. Moral Purity [ If you've achieved this 8 things , then you don't have to read further more =) ] This is not standard though , its FUNDAMENTAL =D Why ? Because people no longer treat relationship like how it is in the past . How they treat it ? I dunno. Ask your grandma or grandpa . Not to scare you though but according to the statistic given by pastor ( dunno where does he get it from @.@ ), in every 2 marriages , theres 1 divorcing . Seriously =) . Theres so many to think off before starting off a relationship, so many that you'll need someone to consult you . ME , wahahahaha . Well , my sister speak tensely of this : " 连基本的financial support都没有,你要怎样开始?" "吃饭,看戏,一起做东西,不用钱哦?" "然后还有,认识几久了?" "两年不到,就讲喜欢来喜欢去,幼稚园啊你们?" "了解彼此多少了?讲啊,你讲啊,她喜欢吃什么?" "讲五个出来,她的梦想,她的责任,形容她给我听。" "你给到她什么?喜欢就可以了?喜欢是什么意思叻? 没有意思的啊?就是喜欢?" "想清楚一点,真的是她?一世的喔" I was shocked that night , urgh . Of course, I was asking her to consult other people . So if I were to consult people , I should sound like this =D lol 我不知道的,因为我没有经过这些。 当初,我求上帝把我的情欲拿走。 我就再也很难喜欢人了。 当然,还有那么多重要的东西 等着我去理,哪里可以这样地自私。 每个人都讲注定注定。 什么是注定? 我想应该是上帝给的才是注定吧。 不然是什么意思? 如果你问我还喜不喜欢那个这个人, 我一定讲“我没有喜欢了” 不是放下,是听话。=) 我根本都没有拿起,所以不叫放下啊=) Tuesday, July 27, 2010, 12:59 AM
Anxiety
I began to question myself all that possibilities that my heart refused to believe . But it would be cruel if I deduce it now . To God Whom I hate so much, Isn't there a better way ? Is there not a better resolve ? You better explain it when I get there . URGH! OR Convince me now ! Monday, July 26, 2010, 12:25 AM
My Very Existence
My purpose and all that. Til the convinces break me again , I will stand . Accept is big word too . =) Sunday, July 25, 2010, 1:35 AM
What Matters ?
Quite a shocking message today. That 1 Change that could change all , what is it ? Pastor Catherine preached today. Few highlights are : " I used to think that poor people could work it out if they are hardworking. And they will get through it. " " But then, the truth is that the RICH ones are stealing from the poor. " " That, I can not stand. " ( She mentioned about the raping cases too ) " What matters ? " " Ask yourself . " " Who's gonna lead this country if we don't ? " " You yourselves change first lar if you want people to change. " " Why I didn't put scripture and code ? It's because I believe we can show people God's love and what christians are through our own life. " [ Argh~ Couldn't recall much @_@ ] Saturday, July 24, 2010, 1:47 AM
Reasons That Keep Me Alive
Ma Ma , Ba Ba , Sister, Brother , Niece , Nephew . My Family. My friends. There're so many reasons. I wonder why sometimes I still look for one. Friday, July 23, 2010, 2:22 AM
Wonder Smiles~
is the smile that I seek, was to please myself. I guess, part of it, yes. But the initial of this journey, was for the purpose of pleasing you. And to show you that, I care. My intention is clear. It is to you and for you. =) Thursday, July 22, 2010, 2:10 AM
你的喜悦
歌词: 我不懂,长大的十九年里, 你在我身上看到的是不是长大。 几年前的幼稚,叛逆,败坏, 使我再也看不见你对我笑,微笑。 那种思念与渴望,你应该不明白吧。 对我多么重要。是我多么在乎的。 现在我只想问你,可不可以再对我笑。 因为我的确想看到你再对我笑。 Chorus: 我还能给你什么,给你什么 去找回你那从前的微笑 我只想要,你的喜悦。 你还要我的什么,我的什么 我才可以看见你再对我微笑 你快乐就好。 歌词中的你应该不难猜吧。 认识我的人都应该懂。 这个demo是在两个小时里面弄出来的。 真正的还要很久,因为那个前面真的很难弄。 我伤脑筋很久了,就是不懂要怎样。 也许外面有厉害的人可以教我一下。 我真的很喜欢这首歌,希望可以完成。 Friday, July 16, 2010, 1:36 AM
舍弃
杨美庭每天讲我只会 自己,自己,自己 我,我,我 没有其他人。 其实,真的就是这样子。 很肤浅,很刁曼,很自私。 我不知道其实我想东西 都还是围绕在我自己想。 望回去,真的学了很多东西。 今天的我,是好几十个人教出来的。 身为一位领袖。 要顺服,就算是你的手下。执事们无理的要求。 要谦卑,这条路是一起走的,没有人走先。 要给他们洗脚,服侍他们。 为他们祷告,为他们担当。 为他们做榜样(没有paktoh=p ) 爱人,更是一大门功课。 会走火入魔的,哈哈。 所以真的要很谨慎。 当你开始相信, 这就是舍弃的第一步了。 接下来做什么,就跟着就是了。 跟着谁?我啦!因为我跟着他=D Thursday, July 15, 2010, 4:37 PM
真爱
我回答他,真爱给到你什么? 如果是真爱的话,你会是怎样的? “是开心,还有会很舒服。” “如果是这样的话,这样这就是真爱咯。” 我也不能随随便便给定义。 所以只能依据他,来回答他。 是指爱情。 我也不知道该怎么讲才好。 时候到了,你就会明白了的。 要等,不要着急。 很难去明白吧?就算你潜入爱情千千万万次。 你也许都不会明白。 那不如去求上帝直接种在你身上,不是不需要去明白了咯? 如果要我给真爱定义?我没有哦。 只要我真心去爱人就好了。 哈哈=p 爱原本就那么的真,就是不懂做么过后“真爱”会出现。 新的定义又出来了,嗨....... 如果明白了爱的意思,根本不需要再去想什么是真爱。 就这样吧。 ( 注意:爱是有定义的,当然。=D ) Wednesday, July 14, 2010, 7:49 PM
Overreacted
I asked myself for the reason. So many reason pop up in a split. Still, it's a bit wrong of me. Spoiling people's mood. And then I should'nt have lift my voice up. sorry really =) 把他当作我自己来爱, 就是我能够给你的解释。 真的对不起。 Saturday, July 10, 2010, 2:39 AM
Random
They rely on each other. - Limits? Are we not allowed to decide our own limits? Although there are times when we reached limits, but after that, we still go on. Is that even a limit @_@ ? - Staying alive or living a lie? Such question pops up sometimes, We are ought to be tempted like this, So, we can find that reason. - Accepting some praises would'nt hurt. You would feel better if you were to accept it. Mind you, its fact okay? =p - "Think positively" "向好的那边去想" It's a hard lesson though, but I did get influenced by someone, hehe. That's why I turned lazy=). - This path we chose is narrow, It is harder to walk compared to those who walk the wider one. But it is WE. US , YOU & I. HA ! love you =D Wednesday, July 7, 2010, 3:24 PM
自然
就要放下,就要毫无一丝益念。 舍弃。 突破了这个, 做什么事情都是自然了的。 要懂得爱, 就要先明白祂的爱, 体验祂的爱。 学祂。 祂的东西全部都很大,很丰富。 一个字,可以是一百一千个意思。 要明白祂,就要放下你自己所懂得。 舍弃你自己。 突破了这个,就突破了很多个。 , 1:24 AM
Others
Or worst, those around us. We always thought of ourselves. We always thought that we does'nt have friend. Well, that is not true loh. Thinking that way is truly 自私。 自己去想想为什么吧。 Question that struck me by me today was " What about him ? " My gosh , I left him out . I feel so bad about this . Im still being selfish aren't I ? Haish , bear with me a little while, because there is so much going around now. It may seem that I don't care. Just a little while more . A little more. Then you'll see =D Monday, July 5, 2010, 12:51 AM
Naive
I was praying for that naiveness to come back. Not to use my brain, but heart. Yeap, gotten it back. Feels good =D [ to be single =) ] Naive was I praying that someday the whole world will believe in my God. I said "上帝啊,我要全世界的人都信主!" [ form 3 & 4 ] That love from God came into senses. It just shot through me. He does answer prayers. We just need to open wide our eyes and see =D |
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