It wasnt just something, its some what essence of my life.

I put friendship at top most priority now. Wait 2nd.

1st will always be family.

Each time I see my father's leg worsening,

My heart dies. 

I couldnt bear the thoughts of him working so hard

for me, his legs were the result of me. 

Im 21, im not making any progress.

Gee, i really wanted to approach the music director,

but i really doubt he would give me any position at this point 

of my life. Sigh. TO be