真的受益不浅。

我发觉，原来我是那么需要听从。

我感觉自己退步了好多哦。

He paid RM1,200 for it, I was beside him when he make the payment.

So, there I was looking at the statement and the cost.

I felt really ashame that responsibility wise,

I should be the one who pay it which I cant (I doesnt work and I HAZ NO INCOME)

So I has no vision of my future at all, 

what do I work later in my adulthood?

I haz no idea @.@ 

God, how I wish you will take me there.

Where I can finally rest. 

Where theres no tears. 

But Im pretty sure I aint the sheep.

Sigh, what to do!??!?!?!?!? 

Cheers, Im meeting my youth pastor in the coming few days.

Excited ! =O