They thought I have a crush on them.

Then times move on,

When they see me with others,

they thought Im a flirty guy,

but the truth is, 

Im just trying to treat everyone nice,

especially those that havent experience the

love of God.

Hard to explain sometimes, I dunno what they think too.

Maybe in the end they did like me or its just my imagination,

does friends jealous of friends being with friends?

I dunno. Hard, sometimes I just think they dunno me,

Im not into boy girls relationship or boy boy now,

Im not, I want to focus on my parents. 

Hint from God? 

Spiritual Gift : 1. Martyrdom 

                     2. Celibacy 

now my muscle hurts ~.~

Then I had to move the pallets,

gosh, it hurts even more now,

I think all the muscles are now torn. 

Well, im kinda weak physically.

Yea, maybe to some people Im quite emotionally,

but the truth is I dunno =.= .

And well, I have to admit it that I cant be perfect all times. 

Im still not mature enough to be what they expected me to be. 

All the best to those who are having their exam.