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Tuesday, November 8, 2011, 3:46 AM
Doors.
Yes, I believe God opened many doors for me. Its for me to choose which way to go. I know its a bit demanding. I shouldnt. Thank You God. For those lives around me. Who inspired me, care for me, prayed for me, Thank You. Theres something holding me, somehow, Im reserved. I cannot have 100% output no matter what I do. I need a revival of my heart. God. I need it. To continue serving. Tuesday, November 1, 2011, 11:00 PM
I want to die X.X
3hours later , at 1 pm, my whole body starts to hurt, you know the fever that makes your body ache? Yea, its that one. And another 3 hours later, I start going to toilet back and fro from my room at least 5~6 times. ALL BECAUSE OF THE DIARRHEA, I dont know what's wrong with me and its 11 pm now, Im still going to toilet frequently. God, help me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! , 12:28 AM
爸爸爱儿子,儿子爱爸爸
因为真的浪费了他的钱,他完全没有出声, 我讲对不起的时候,我自己都想哭, 因为真的很内疚。 三天后,我跟他讲我选择SEGI的时候, 他很严厉的说,是最后一次机会了, 我真的用了很多力气忍下来不要哭。 感觉上他其实真的不喜欢我,真的, 有时候我主动跟他讲话,关心他, 他的反应都很凶。 我跟我二姐都很辛苦,身为爸爸的, 为什么不能够好好关心自己的儿女? 一个小时之后,我终于想通,可是还是很多也许, 也许他嫉妒我能跟妈妈酱好。 也许以前公公也是这样的, 我真的不能怪他,反而我应该教他, 怎样关心儿子,关心女儿。 要明白他如何爱我,真的很难, 或许其实不需要明白,因为我应该爱他。 爱真矛盾。 |
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I love to hang out, Yumcha (it means drinking) =) I like to meet people too, bwaahahahaha =) What else ? Hmmmmmmm, looking for an entry to music industry. Im not good, but I just wanna share some of my thoughts on music. My Facebook Wordpress This blog serves as my own diary too. =D |
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