God didnt place me here in the first place for nothing.

I cant run away, although there are signs which

draw me to depart from Apiit. 

I hate to say goodbye haha =).

Deep down in my heart is this:

I have to take care of my parents,

one day for sure I've to go back Segamat.

Im  worrried, yes and of course I trust God.

But living together with my mama and baba is my dream,

yes, its my dream =).

I love my mom so much.

One day they will be gone, and I will come back

and do what God want me to do.

And God, I love You. 

All this decision is made for You !

Hahahaha. 

Thank You Yahweh. 

Lord ! Im crying for more. 

More of You. More and more of You.

Gosh, its a lifestyle already 

making decisions just to advance Your kingdom.

Every of those intentions is for You.

I cannot live out of this way. 

Intend to write alot, but its raining. 

And im sleepy ~.~ 

Goodnight.