How I rely on  what I know and what I think

of life. This is what I now call closed-minded.

I know, to you we are the close-minded one, 

or its only me.

But, I always listen to you, 

and try my best to find the answers.

So, fine then, I'll try to be more open maybe?

I dont know it is gonna be actually in the end.

But that cannot stop us from believing that 

it will be okay. Some cares how

the world actually ends, some dont.

Im the dont care de lor. What I cares is that

I can go back to Him. 

Means Hes not with us now? Nope, Hes with us of course.

How? I dont get it also, the feeling is

you just know that He is.

And He said He is, and I believe. 

There's alot to explain if I had to tell the real thing...............

Theres a passage in the bible that said something like,

先爱他，你就必然看见。

This is not the exact one.

But I took two years to actually fell in love with Him.

( form 2 - form 4 )

Just read and listen wont be enough.

We had to experience Him. Pray and See. 

It will take a very long time to see through. 

Surely.

And yea, Im arrogant,
I want to say its really on purpose,
well I guess who knows?
Theres something you dont know either.
=p .

Hate me and I love you more !

You had it in you. That's why,

God didn't give you anything.

You dont need any of those,

passion nor conviction,

just go, and it will come to you.

Maybe this is just how I see it,

it may not be true though. 

But I know you have it. =)

No matter how it turn out,

I will still believe in you.

我的朋友都告诉我，

要置身事外，我就如你所愿。

我知道有时我还是会参插一下，

也许令到你很不舒服，

我在这边跟你说声对不起。

不管怎样，我都会明白。

我不是笨蛋。

For all the things I say and do,

Its what the follow cost,

It may mean nothing now,

But someday, it will be something.