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Monday, May 30, 2011, 2:32 AM
Prayer Vs Timing ?
I've been posting lots about God, really, and I know it will not be entertained =O. For this post, its only the Title =D I have been like this ever since I know I need to love. Families and Friends. It never ends, it just comes naturally when I decide to give my life to God, Jesus, Yahweh. That this life will be lived for Him. Before writing this post, I began to pray, For my friends and families, because ultimately, they are the most precious testimonies I can have for God. I prayed that God would somehow restrict me to love them less than I love Him. How funny, we cant love less, hahaha. I should've pray that I need to love them more like how You do. I would want to give away my temptation, really. Hahaha, too much of chasing. I would only end up losing. I should really restart AGAIN both mind and body. 100% output ! =O Wednesday, May 25, 2011, 2:52 AM
流血！
突然间看到血！！！！ 我还以为是嘴巴流血， 后来发现真的是拇指流血， 原来是弹钢琴弹到的！ 哇，我真的第一次弹到这个境界。 摸下真的是痛的，其实那天弹的时候 就有感觉到了的，痛啊～ 最后，我还是决定再等等看， 我不想猜，我不相信我自己。 最后就是最后。 每一次我讲最后，都一样。 以结婚为前提是我拿来应付跟应酬 那些paktoh的朋友。不是我的方向。 这样子，对你们比较健康。 我是另外一种境界吧，哈哈哈哈， 好神圣，bleh，其实是傻的。 Monday, May 23, 2011, 3:59 AM
不是你开心就好
我想收回这句话，因为刚好原本我就不这样觉得。 一点都不会是我会说的话。 在爱里面，上帝从来没有说过是， 开心的，幸福的，浪漫的，双方的。 就算我们放弃上帝，恨他，不放他在眼里， 他一样爱我们。 我想，如果我要到那个境界，我需要放弃很多， 不是，是我到那个境界才是我真正想要的东西， 我知道，一定要超练自己的心，要更有耐心。 把自己的心弄到更软，不是让自己受伤害， 是为了爱，"To love, is to be vulnerable." 好朋友啊，当我答应你的时候，我也答应了我自己， 也因为这生命我献给上帝了，所以我照样答应了他。 我不能放弃你，是不管如何的那种。 =) Wednesday, May 18, 2011, 5:37 AM
爱能
更简单的解释是， 爱 = 上帝 = 万能。 这样不就容易咯。 等等，我只是单单讲爱哦。 不要把男男女女的关系扯进爱。 也许那根本不是爱，也许罢了。 有更正确的解释。 自从来到KL后，生活圈子越来越大。 应该是之前就变了，哈哈。 我变了很多，外型与说话的style， style还是我自己，内容就哈哈哈。 上帝仍不缺乏的供应给我， 很多人，很多事，很多恩待。 我的家人=) 我想我真的比一般人幸福， 是我真的是，可是我想真的是 全部人都有努力吧。 我想最重要的还是说， 我没有放弃过我的朋友。 我不想，我不要，我不肯放弃。 我等，真真实实下决心等。 我跟你们都说过了，我等，我就等。 等什么？等我们可以一起笑，一起哭=) 一起与爱成长，还有许多可以一起做的事。 Tuesday, May 17, 2011, 1:09 AM
Deeper to Love
I mean a good song, its always written with what you want to express, and if you don't want to express something, then the song is pointless. So, this led me to how God create all of us, what does He want to express, oh wait, What if this analogy were to substitute with other objects, like chairs or television, these thing only have purpose, not necessary for the reason of expressing something. Yea, it can. However I don't want to be compare to any other objects, haha. Music is life, its what they say. And yea, we might be pointless objects, so kill yourself would you? Going back to that subject. What do you think He want to express when you look at yourself ? Too complicated right ? Even sometimes I think its too much to think this far, but at least I know one of it is Love. How is it love ? Because love matters us the most of all our live. Why do we have love if God doesn't have ? And finally its left for us to find out is the end, what do we really want =) Sunday, May 15, 2011, 5:41 AM
Foolture
yes, right now ! I can not stand the JAVA, C, OR NUMBERS. Gosh, why do they have to make it so hard @.@ When the SPM result came out, I know Im going to college already. Now when Im here, I really feel like working than studying, BUT NO MATTER WHAT HOR, have to get that CERT ! ARGH!!! Thursday, May 12, 2011, 5:23 AM
窝囊
每天躲在家，什么都不做。 我真的觉得我又到了瓶颈， 到底还要过多久？ 做么会这样的？ Monday, May 9, 2011, 3:50 AM
颓废
我真的好糟糕。什么东西都不想做～ 我疯了啦！！！ 上帝啊！！！！！！！！ 我真的不知道还可以跟你讲什么， 你懂吧～ 好了，句号 Saturday, May 7, 2011, 4:54 AM
Unsaid Testimony
Now, I know the purpose of testimony is to testify something, to prove something. For me, it is to prove the my God, that He is real and He is love. But then, just these testimonies are those which cannot be told to the crowds. It will cause real problems @.@ I mean It will worry my mom and dad. Well, its precious, I wouldn't just tell anyone. People would definitely be shocked, and they might get the wrong meaning also ~.~ So, theres lot to explain if they doesn't know much about loving God. I have no regret of telling this testimony to them, just 2 of them. its enough. I will preserve it until my last breathe. I gave you my best testimony ever. =) Because I believe you are my best testimony. Wednesday, May 4, 2011, 1:11 AM
the Hundred and the other Zero
children to be called Jesus's freak right? We are just His lovely children, ha ! I noticed that I am unable to put myself at 100% in the church if compared to when Im out of the church. Seriously, its not a big issue, just that if I trouble people, then it would be bad. So, really, Im trying to balance my power output at both places. My heart are always for the people. Not those in the church, but those who haven't met this God whom loves us so much. I really need to find a way, a good way, that I can put all my heart in ( already owned by God ) things that would in the end glory God. Growth really is important, but keeping my faith and love in place are already enough for me to grow. End says, It may seems despond for now, but in the end. Who knows ? =) What I know is Love doesn't fail. Tuesday, May 3, 2011, 1:52 AM
It's Already Here , Further
not meeting anyone, not talking to anyone, not doing anything, not thinking of this or that. I failed 2 subjects leh, sei loh. Need resit de X.X, sian lar. Really need to say sorry to my dad and mom, seriously I never waste this much of money up until now. The rest I need to use mandarin. =O 我忘了我要说什么了，好无奈哦....... 我真的话了很多钱啊这个月， 够力咯..... 我真的要给爸爸骂了。 我真的是个不孝的孩子。 我想很多，为了有话讲， 为了避免那些不需要的误解， 讨厌，到底是我笨过度叻？ 还是真的是Channel不同？ 我真的快疯了。 我真的要呆在这里？ 好像这里已经没有我要做的事了叻....... 上帝啊，你想怎样的zek...... |
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