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Thursday, March 31, 2011, 10:13 AM
Silence -?- Solitude
because till this day, the same things goes on, there should be pros around somewhere waiting for me to seek doctrine, Im a patient you know. Sad, those who are able to say something about this are only few of those who truly understand how to treat others well. Im not saying most of us can't, just that to the extend of trading off yourself to love others, are you up to it? You know ummmm, they probably say I think too much, I dunno? Who started this? Im not faulting others, but really, I had never, I mean never experienced this kind of thwarted ambiance. So uneasy, I just cant be around there. I am frustrated, at some point I really wish my evil power can do me some favor and make them somehow suffer or strangle them. Sad, I was changed and taught to be much more than this. The only way I could think of is to seclude my self, like how he wanted. Maybe it is for the best of others, I dunno. Maybe it is my fault from the beginning. I dunno, I really don't, they don't blame but they do judging in mind. I am lazy but not to the extend of not doing anything, its because you refuse to talk to me. What am I suppose to do? You tell me what you want lar? zhen shi de....... Anway, the good thing is that, this year is going to be a really busy and fun year, because I have 4 camps incoming, and woah, I sure do met alot of new people, God is great =D The competition went well, just that I fell sick that day, it feels so tiring to even say something =.= Next time, I better find myself a singer, My voice doesnt belong to singing. I want answers but really, I trust You. and you. Sunday, March 13, 2011, 5:25 AM
Decision . Decision
Nah, I don't need to choose. =D Ok, Im abit nervous, not stressed, nervous, better to describe, jittery. =O I would wake up at 4 or 5 or 6 am in the morning. Quite energetic also. Is this because of the competition =O I think I just think too much. =) Ok Im gonna use mandarin. 我脑子里又出现一首歌了。 “这是爱，不是能不能重来，是爱不会失败， 这是爱，不是要你选择，是看你会不会爱， 这是爱，永远都在这里，只是等你回来， 我们要爱，就要爱到最高境界，才不会有遗憾。” 希望可以快点写好，我相信会是首突破的歌。 I think it's still hard to understand my ground. I did not really express it, in a way people would understand. So, Im sorry for all the misunderstanding all around again. And I will try my best to express myself. Ok, gotta try harder =O ! RAWR!~~~~ Wednesday, March 9, 2011, 5:57 AM
It's not Over @.@
Heres the expression of me for the exam.  Okok, if i give this to the exam, probably its gonna fail me. Ok, fine. Ok. It will. So, ummmm, what's next. Probably nothing I guess..... I wanted to have a nice holiday though, but hey, theres tons of thing I need to do, like finishing all the unfinished song that i made during this exam period. My gosh, what were I thinking? Tomorrow is the last day of the exam and Im still here ! =O And lots more. And somehow I need to finish all those promised I made. Like all the gifts I decided to prepare and I have to get some clothes for my competition though. And like my sister said, I really doesnt care about clothing. Urgh, spending on clothing clashes on my principle of managing my money. I can, I definitely can, but father says there are something which is unnecessary. Im listening to that. In order to decide what my future holds. Im gonna learn something. =O Guitar ! a fast courses. I still love my best friend, truly, there'll be no giving up. Monday, March 7, 2011, 6:47 AM
Living Loud Again.
1 + 99 = 100 Sigh, I will have to redo this semester again. I am so frustrated with every subject that I came across. Except music. Gosh, did I pray too much on this gifting ? My brain couldnt really do the thinking for me when I really needed to do something. Gosh, facebook is definitely one of the factor Im in this state, and what else ? Youtube. =D If I can hate, I would just do that, If I can forsake my heart and leave all that once all for all. If I can just disappear. I wouldnt. Because love is more powerful that any of that IF. I committed myself to love like Him, and not everyone can interfere. Like those who can say something, I'll definitely take their words. I cannot go on like this, living loud should something more. More than me. More than just living. ( When I get back to my hometown, Im gonna just finish up all the song. Hopefully =O ) ( Currently listening to Only Hope - Mandy Moore originally by Switchfoot, but Mandy's rendition is just so nice ! ) Wednesday, March 2, 2011, 4:19 AM
Examusichoice.
But I feel distance from the books. Its like I really gave up on studying already. OMGOSH !!!! What am I doing !? Im a wretch ! Wretch ! Wretch !!!!! RAWR, so yeah, Im caught between Competition Exam and Choice. Competition ? Yeap Im in the final for the song writing competition, this is church thingy, hehe. I do have songs that is not gospelarized, wish I could join other competition too. Exam? Final exam for 1st semester, I cried in front of my sis saying that Im going to fail alot of subjects this semester because of well Im lazy. Ok, I am lazy. no excuses for me. Choice, that night when I was doing one the assignments I actually cried so hard that I intend to give up, but in the end, no, cannot. =) I have things to do. And this choice was given by God himself. If there is any opportunity later in my life, It would be part of the plan. That's all. My next coming song is a gospel song that I devote almost all my understanding into writing it , English, HA ! My first ever written english song. And I love it. =D Its called " My God. My Love. My Father. " |
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